Im unhappy

Jan 15th

Recently I dont really feel happy at all. My sleeping mood also cant really sleep as well. I dont know am I make her angry or what. Recently she didnt find me at all already. Maybe oh like what ppl always say word that good to you doesnt seem nice to hear.

I dont feel that Im am me now. I act that Im happy in front of ppl. but I dont think im happy. I wish I can back to that time I was in secondary .At least I wouldnt be sad. That day was my happy time, dont have stress, have best friends and etc.

Today met with Joanne. Being shoot by Joanne, she ssay that Im need to more in group work. I dont talk doesnt means Im not in the group oh . Sigh. I just dont know why when I face her, I dont know what to talk at all. What to do?????????. God can help me?