Having a Bad Night

Monday, March 23, 2009

Before I slept, I received two msg from *that fellow* . I really wanna hit or punch him badly oh.
 Already more than two years, why dont you let me go?????
 You always say I really love you. Dont you know if you love one person, you also should now how to let go. You tied my too tight, I cant breathe, do you know that? I dont want to be a bird inside the cage again. 
From the start till now, you should know I dont like ppl tied me too tight, I want some freedom, freedom, freedom, freedom........
Whenever I received his msg, I wanna reply back and scold him. 
Do you know how to keep your promise, you say you wont disturb me again. SO what the hell is this. I dont like ppl keep stick me until I cant tahan ahhhhhhhhhh I really gonna crazy with this.
 That time you are the one who hurt me, cheat me, scold me and treat me badly. Why now only you know how to appreciate a person. 
Once the feeling is gone, is impossible for me to turn back to you. And I wont let myself turn back also.
 A guy who easy to give up, who are weak, who dont care about your own future, I wont force myself to go back. 
Once I received your msg, my mind wil always think back how bad you treat me. 
Damn ...This is my 1st. How dare you treat my 1st love. PPl say 1st love is a beautiful time. 
What you give me???? You give me your stress, your moody, and so on. How about mine??? Who should I tell?  Answer is no one. 
Sometimes I really wish I didnt meet you before or lost all my memory. But I know it will not happen. And I will not let myself fall down again. 

Dont even do stupid again in front of me. Such as kill yourself, pretend accident and so on. 
I wont turn back. I dont want to have a evil dream. 

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